It’s been a hot minute since I’ve posted anything.
Anywhere.
Why?
Because I'm sick of all the fucking NOISE.
Can you relate?
The thing for me is that the AI is “The Noise”, which I talked about in my last book, Breakdowns to Breakthroughs: The 7 Secrets You Need To Know To Love Yourself.
It’s deafening.
And I prefer my inner peace.
Then there was a lower back issue that plagued my existence for most of last year until a few weeks ago — when I let go of a matrix attachment and the entity that had been causing it left my body. But that’s a story for another day…
Still, I’ve got a lot to say and it’s time I use my voice… ‘cos as I’ve been implying for a while now…
“We’re in a spiritual war, yo!”
Plus, the interwebs seems to be where most of the people I know still hang out, so here I am again.
While looking through my notes this morning, I came across this, which I turned into an IG post all the way back in 2021.
I chose to trust sharing it again, because I know someone needs to read this now…
Well, I didn’t see that coming (Part 1)
This is what my dark night of the EGO (aka ego death) looked like...
Even though my soul already knows it is sovereign AF.
This dark night of the ego was an opportunity that I hadn’t consciously chosen... full disclosure, until a couple of weeks ago, I didn’t even know it existed!
I have been through a few dark nights of the soul, but never this…
Just try and imagine what an ego death FEELS like (without the assistance of Mother Ayahuasca LOL!!!).
Our egos love attaching to shit… whether it serves us or not.
Imagine being attached to someone, somehow, sometime, something, somewhere for five, 10, 20, or in my case, most of my 57 years.
My ego was attached to giving my power away…
O-U-C-H!!!
My ego death was a part of working through the wounded masculine energy of my SOULar Plexus...
And it literally hurt like hell.
I was doubled over in pain for days and no amount of meditation, binaural beats, tapping, self reflexology or the other ‘spiritual things’ was shifting it.
My SOULar Plexus screamed at me to integrate my self(ishness).
To SEE myself.
Intimacy.
Into me see.
Detaching from EVERYTHING that is outside of us really is a practice we must learn to bring forth the New Earth, because we cannot take WHAT WAS with us.
The revelation of your soul’s rebirth is a transcendence of the dispersion of your personal identity… the false self with false pride.
I have made the choice to transmute within my cellular being what no longer serves me — no matter how much it hurts...
Are you with me?
I 👀 you,
Quantum Mutha T
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